I had class today after a three day weekend. A weekend that didn’t seem like three days. It seemed like only one and a half. Andrew is back in town and he and Mike stayed over Saturday and Sunday night. We lit of a few fireworks on Saturday night and did the rest on Sunday for obvious reasons.

The three of us mainly played video games and stuff. We didn’t drink as much as I thought and hoped we would have. Oh well… I have a lot of beer to drink and I need to drink it before it goes bad. Bad beer = badness.

Today in class I probed for information for a select few… information that I didn’t want to know about… Sara lives with her boyfriend. Suckage. Audrey spent the weekend with her’s. And my lab teacher said “we remodeled our bathroom” which to me implies that she has a boyfriend and lives in a house. That or she is a lesbian who lives in a house. Either way my dreams are dissipating. Oh well… Like I said before girls are the last thing I need right now and it seems like all the girls are keeping it that way.

I have a job interview on Thursday at 2:00 at Shopko. I applied online as a time filling event. I didn’t even know they were looking for someone. Oh well I guess things can work out. I just hope I can get the job since my bank account is almost at the $1000 bottom. I haven’t dropped below $1000 for 4 years… not since I worked for my neighbor… maybe 5 years. If I get the job my goal will be to have $4,000 by the end of the year. Which is doable but not probable. That would mean for the next 5 months I would have to save 150 a week which means at $6 an hour I would have to work 25 hours. Maybe I will be able to work 30 hours a week and hopefully I will make more than $6.00. I am hoping for 7.50, but I’ll take what ever pretty much right now.

I need to start looking at grad schools a little more diligently. I also need to get my GRE books out and start going through them. There are a few schools that I think sound good. Once I get a list of ten I will post them. Until then I will take suggestions for schools that offer a Masters in Clinical Psychology or Counseling Psychology. Also I might take the family development and child development route. What ever gets me a masters and able to do clinical work.

I am depressed without the depression. I am finding it hard to get out of bed. When I do get out of bed I am I don’t want to do anything. Then I get grumpy because I just want to be alone. I don’t talk to many people online anymore. I don’t even remember if I take my meds in the morning anymore. I know I forget, but I don’t remember if I forget to take them or not so I don’t take them. Well I do take them, but sometimes I don’t… What ever.

I have a high enough taming on UO to get me a dragon or White Wyrm. I want an Icemare and a White Wyrm, but I don’t know the taming tactics that I need to tame them. They are aggressive creatures, so it is really easy for me to get raped by them. I tamed a Ki-Rin the other day, but today “Clydefrog” died. I was upset. Yes its name was Clydefrog. I think I am going to go tame another one tonight then actually work harder to keep it alive. It died because I died and then I tried to get my stuff back from my body but a lich started following us and I should have let Clydefrog just attack it instead of having it follow me in retreat.

I’ve been doing a virus scan for the past hour and a half. I didn’t think it would take that long to scan 200 gigs. But I guess it does. And so far I don’t have any viruses. Hopefully I don’t have any and won’t have to do this again anytime soon. I need to get an external drive kit for my other 80 gig hard drive so I can put my anime and stuff on it so I don’t have clutter on my hard drive.

Well I think I am going to get me a new ride on UO and hopefully it won’t die…

For the record… Girls are cool

Off the record… I want a girl, but I really don’t, but I do…

For the record… UO is a lot of fun

Off the record… I rather play UO then hang out with a girl

For the record… It would be awesome if a girl and I played UO

Off the record… It would be awesome if that girl fucked me after we killed titans…