Lets start off with school… I did get my essay back… I
got an 80%. Good right? No… his comments meant nothing
to me and didn’t tell me what I did wrong. I have
another essay due Monday, which I am almost done with.
I got my grade back from my History and Systems class…
it was a big fat F. I haven’t failed a test since I
was going out with Lindsay. Hmm… I am getting my test
score back for organizational back tomorrow hopefully.
That test I think I did pretty well on. I should have
studied a little more though.

I take the GRE in about 12 days… I still need to
register for it. I got to get the practice tests done
too. If I can put forth a good last bit of effort I
think I can do well.

I went to my psychiatrist today. I’m getting OFF my
meds. But you are depressed you’d probably say, and
I’d say yes, but the meds aren’t helping and therefore
I don’t need them. He also said it was either to
change to a different one or go off. I chose going
off. I have to start taking vitamins daily now, and
probably start counseling. I don’t want to do
counseling but it seems as if no one wants to talk to
me about these problems in person. I know Shiloh that
you call me, but it isn’t the same over the phone.
It’s not you, its the system… yea fuck the system.

I still haven’t gotten anywhere with the few girls I
have crushes on… I think it would help if I went to
class or they would go to class… Oh well, it’s October
and time is running out for school. 2 months then it
will be finals and graduation. ALMOST DONE BITCHES.
For some reason a lot of people think that graduation
is causing me to be depressed…. It’s not, I want to
graduate and get the hell out and have a life. Fuck!

I’ve been playing UO a lot lately too. I got good
armor and a great weapon. I’ve killed a few people the
other day, so now I’m a murder. Oh well, I guess
instead of being the hunted I’ve become the hunter.
The dumbass I killed complained because “he was
lagging, or his macros didn’t work, or he’s just gay.”
I’ve never made excuses for being killed… and shit it
was 2 on 4 mike and I killed all 4 of them. I wish I
could play this game while I was at work since I just
mainly sit there.

Thank you again Shiloh for buying me a gold
membership, I will have to update more often and make
a few banners. Well, I’m going to go talk to my bitch
for a lab teacher…