Everything is fucked. Everybody sux.

You don't really know why but want justify rippin' someone's head off.

No human contact and if you interact your life is on contract.

Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker.

It's just one of those days!!

*Sigh* It has been one of those days...

I don't know why i haven't had a good day. I tried to be happy. I put on a pretty good fake. I guess I have that good ability. Well anyway....

Last night Megan came over after i got home from work. I was happy to see her come over. We talked and downloaded music. It was fun. I was really tired but i rather go tired than not have fun you know? If anyone wants to come chill with me, my cell phone is on, just give me a call. Especially you ladies *wink wink*

I'm planning on having a birthday party this year at a friend from work's house. I want everyone I know to be there. Hopefully everyone will show up. There will be lots to drink and Lots of fun too! Bring something to change into because you will be there all night!

I start school tomorrow. Yippi? Maybe a yippi, I haven't decided. I want to hang with Megan before I go to work. But I don't know. I hope she doesn't think anything badly about us hanging out. I guess I will talk to her sometime. I'm looking forward to seeing Jamie again this year... She's like the only person i talked to last year at school. I'm still waiting to meet Lindsay from the west coast. I forgot which state. I forget a lot of things.

Well today was a worthless day in my life. Everyone was trying my patients. I tried not to show it though. Work blows. After work blows. Someone needs to come over and help me have a time that doesn't blow.

Here's my birthday list.

1. Porn

2. Beer

3. Ferrari

4. Mail order bride

5. Lots of money

6. Chain saw

7. Porn

8. Money

9. More porn

10. and final thing on my list... Everything above wraped with porn wrapping paper inside the Ferrari.