Afterwards we walked around finding places to go. We started at a brewery. Since it was his birthday he got a free beer, and the bar tender guy gave me a free one too. It was the darkest beer I ever had� it was like coffee. We found our way to some bar where we happened to run into Grant, I worked with him at CC. He bought us both Washington Apples. I don�t take shots. So I finished it in two drinks. It was really good actually once I got past the sour apple taste. I�m not an apple person. After that we went to a dance bar club thing. It kinda sucked. It cost $5 to get in each and we only stayed in there for like 30 minutes at the most. After that we went across the street to a bar with pool tables and stuff. I got a long island ice tea. That was good. We started playing pool. I got another long island ice at last call. By then I was really drunk. I haven�t drunk that much in a long time. Those long island ice teas can get you pretty drunk. Then came closing time and we managed to find our way back to the hotel room. We both started making drunk calls and watched the last half of Mortal Kombat.

I think we went to bed around 3:30. I happen to wake around 7:30. Grrr� I was still tired, but couldn�t fall back asleep, so I played Tetris on my Gameboy for a while. I had a pretty bad headache and stuff. Dan took me to my car. Some dude asked me for a quarter for something. And I was like ok, here you go and he said. �that wasn�t hard giving me a quarter� and I was like ok, and then I drove away. That was kinda weird.

I spent Sunday not doing a whole lot. Dorothy came over later in the evening and we just talked and hung out. It was fun. We didn�t get to go see the movie but I think we might go see it tonight� we better see it tonight. I really want to see Secret Window. I�m still waiting for an answer from her�

So yesterday I spent all day doing nothing of anything. I didn�t do laundry, I didn�t clean my room, I didn�t do much reading, I didn�t go shopping. I did take the dog for a walk. And I did take a nap.

Today is kinda similar except I went to the grocery store and liquor store. I make Hosin Chicken today. It was pretty good for having few ingredients, the main one being hosin sauce. It is something I will make again, but add some more spice to it. What I really want is a recipe for Hot and Spicy Chicken� like the stuff I get from Young�s. Hopefully one day soon I will find the recipe somewhere. Or something similar.

I finally beat Final Fantasy 9. I cried yet again at the end. I�m such a baby, or am I a pussy. I�m going to go with baby since I have a dick and it has been getting a lot of attention from righty lately� ewww� ha ha ha� I�ve been so bored. Still, if there are any cute single girls who want to bang me like they bang something they really bang good then please come over. But even more still, I want to sleep with a girl so I can have a pleasant night�s sleep.

The TV just asked if I can�t get enough nuts. Ha ha, grab a Snicker�s, better yet, grab me.

Wrestlemania 20 was on Sunday, and I�m downloading it right now. According to the torrent client, I will have it done in about a week or so� GOD DAMNIT, I WANT IT NOW. I�ve been downloading a lot lately. A lot of porn and music that is� Yep, I download a lot of crap when I�m bored. I need to start making hard copies of my stuff so I can clean out my hard drives.

This morning I talked to a �friend� online, you know an online friend. She lives here in Ft. Collins. I want to meet her, but she doesn�t want to meet me. She says she is too busy to do so. I don�t believe her, but what can I do? Should I really even care? I know I shouldn�t. But it makes me feel as if I�m not good enough to meet to be friends with. Whatever�

For the record� I didn�t get any girls on Saturday night

Off the record� I was too drunk to get any anyway.

For the record� If I don�t go to the movie tonight, I�m going to watch a movie alone.

Off the record� I am alone.

For the record� I�m tired of being alone

Off the record� I want to have a girl to hold me.